Saturday, April 5, 2008

Sickness...

"The runs" have been spreading through the ship at such a crazy rate that we've had to let the Port Authority know...unfortunately, I am one of the infected ones...bit of a leaky valve! EEW...It's SO gross.

Our crew needs prayer! We're going down like flies...could you pray for us to communally be reinspired and motivated; re-energised, and excited about the reason we're here! That we will get unity and shared vision; that sickness and defeat will stop plauging our people.

The devil is a mongrel. Two nights ago, I woke my cabin mates with crazy, loud sleep talking. Then I woke up sweating and terrified; full of this intense paralizing fear. I couldn't even speak. I just felt overwhelmed with an evil terrifying presence right above my bed. It was more than scary. It totally freaked me out. Made me feel so weak in the presence of the Evil One. I tried to pray. Eventually, I calmed down, and the creepy feeling left, but I had a very troubled sleep. The next day was just as tough. It ended with only a team of two left in the galley. Overall, just a very unsettled feeling about the ship right now.

Some big decisions are being made by the leadership of OM and we had a day of prayer yesterday. I don't think Satan is pleased with where this is all headed. He's getting scared so he's putting up a fight. And honestly, he scares the crap out of me. I've seen his power. He is really overwhelmingly frightening and powerful. And I am overwhelmingly weak. BUT...My God is more great and powerful than he will ever be!! And He's living inside me!! So who shall I fear!

Thankyou to all you amazing faithful people, who are at war on the REAL front lines; fighting on your knees, from your homes. I appriciate you so much. I'm really learning what it is to be part of "The Body of Christ". All these different parts working together to see lives transformed and see our Daddy's face lighting up with joy as He reunites with more and more of His precious creations...to be a part in all of this; a tiny weeny little part; is so overwhelming...Life with Jesus is a hundred times better than anything I have ever done before. I am complete!

"To live is Christ and to die is gain"!

Bring it on!

1 comment:

bonbon said...

Just wondering where all the "runs" go in the ship??